Secret Lives — Molly

Interview (by Roy Tersley) from Februs 42 of Molly Pankhurst, who appeared in the video Spanking the Maid.

Thank you for coming here today. Firstly, tell us a little about your background.

I am 19, I was born in High Wycombe. I am studying, I am doing my Art Foundation in London and I do some part-time modelling.

What do your friends and tutors think about your modelling?

They know I do glamour work, my friends think that’s cool. Obviously, my male friends find it extremely intriguing. My tutors find it amusing, but one said that it is very enterprising and good for my confidence which will help at university! It is a common topic of conversation down the student bar. I also have a part-time job with an internet company where customers can watch me strip and ask me to do anything they want.

Such as?

Well, some just like the thrill of seeing me strip. Some, well quite a few actually, like to watch me masturbate in front of them. I like to do it for real if I’m really in the mood. I’m sure they can tell because my face goes really red! I don’t have any inhibitions about it at all. I like to think that I am educating men in how to make a woman have an orgasm. It’s amazing how many men don’t seem to know how to do it properly, so I think I’m doing some good!

Now, let’s delve a little further back into your past; your childhood, your schooling.

Well, firstly, I went to the local church school but then my mother sent me to a private school. It was very enlightening. It was so strict and it took some getting used to. The girls were very bitchy and it was all very competitive. Having boys there too kept a slight balance. It was a very old school and there were many stories floating around about corporal punishment in the old days. Apparently, they used to use the slipper and the cane even on girls. I used to imagine what that must have been like.

I believe you have some experience in the home, tell me about that.

My Mum and stepdad were quite strict and I was always in trouble for untidiness. In fact, being the oldest, I used to get the blame for the mess in the bathroom, even if I hadn’t even been near it. The ritual was after what seemed like an hour’s lecture we’d all be bent over the couch, quite often after bath time, and have to lower our pyjama bottoms and take 10 smacks with the slipper in succession, and we had to count them! It was very embarrassing, not to mention painful on damp skin.

What about your experiences in adult life?

Yes, I have experimented with spanking in my sex life but to be honest I do have a rather low pain threshold and I get more pleasure from dishing out spankings. Although, I am very submissive in the bedroom when pain is not involved. I like being tied up and blindfolded and sexually dominated. I like to be flung across the bed and held down, I like knowing that the man is totally in charge. The best sex I ever have is when I am tied up and I am face down on the bed, not knowing when he is going to fuck me. I do like to be put over my boyfriend’s knee and smacked but I like sexy spanking, not too hard. That makes me horny. When I was doing the shoot [For Want of a Horse] for Februs, it was nice to be put over a man’s knee, especially as my bottom is very sensitive and he kept stroking it!

I believe you have appeared in a spanking video. How did you cope?

They told me that I would have to be punished for real and that it was going to be very painful but nothing could have prepared me for quite how painful it was. I had to dress up as a maid and it was shot in this beautiful house. I was so nervous when I was on my way to the location, it was like visiting the headmaster for a caning in real life! The man in the video was nice and kind but he spanked me really hard. He then whipped me on my bare bottom with a bunch of long thin twigs which stung like hell. I can tell you one thing, the tears in that video are definitely real!

You told me on the phone that you wanted to explore your dominant side. Tell me how you intend to do this.

Well, some time ago I was seeing one of my old boyfriends who I still sometimes have sex with and he wanted me to dominate him. I had been hinting about this to him for ages. I made him strip and I tied him face down on the bed. I undressed down to my bra and knickers and fetched my long thin riding crop. I teased him in all sorts of ways. I stroked his bottom and I told him I was going to give him such a whipping. I was so excited by being in this position of enormous power that I knew this was really me. I had always harboured secret fantasies of being a dominatrix where I could whip men for pleasure and now I had the chance. I started to whip him, quite gently at first but then soon I was really thrashing him. His bottom was bright red with whip marks. He started to protest but I knew he was as excited as I was. I have never felt so horny in all my life. I untied him and dragged him to the bathroom where I made him lie in the bath while I stood over him and I pissed on him. These things just came to me, I don’t really know where from. I ordered him to shower and return to the bedroom. I tied him again to the bed, this time face up. He was just like a big baby, he was going to let me do anything I wanted. I teased his prick, I had never seen it so stiff! I licked and sucked it in a really teasy way and I stopped just when I knew he was going to come. I told him if he dared to come without permission I would whip him severely. I was rampant myself by this time so I pushed my pussy into his face and made him lick me. The sensations were fantastic, of course, but I was really getting off on having this man totally in my power. God, can I have that glass of wine now!

Certainly, I think you have earned it!

Anyway, I let him make me come and of course he wanted to fuck me but I was determined not to let him. I untied him and decided he was a very naughty boy and I was going to spank him like one. So I sat on the end of the bed and ordered him over my lap. I spanked him until my hand was really sore. I could feel his stiff prick rubbing against my thighs. I really enjoyed this role-playing. I was coming out with all this dialogue; God knows where it all came from. This really was a liberating experience. He was desperate to come so I ordered him to masturbate in front of me. He found this really embarrassing which was quite funny.

Have you had any other experiences of this nature?

Well, no, not exactly. I have played around with one of the girls I share a flat with. She liked the Februs shoot I was in and is always on about it, asking questions and things. Anyway after a few drinks one night we were chatting about it and I ended up spanking her…

Do please continue!

Well, we ended up playing around and I threatened to spank her just like I was in the magazine. She was just wearing a long T-shirt and knickers. I pulled her over my knee and started to spank her. She offered absolutely no resistance so I knew she wanted it. She has a really good figure and a really peachy type bottom. I pulled up the shirt and pulled down her knickers. I don’t want you to think I’m a lesbian or anything, but I did enjoy touching her bare bottom. So soft and smooth. Anyway, I gave her a good hard spanking and massaged it afterwards with baby oil. But again I was getting great pleasure from being in control I really think I have a lot more to learn and I need a lot more practice!

Have you visited any S&M clubs?

I went to one with a boyfriend some time ago. It was interesting but I don’t think it’s really me. I like to keep things more private, although I did see a couple of good whippings there. I think I might go again to see if I can get some contacts. I really want to be a dominatrix. I feel I can really express myself that way and gain real satisfaction. I am hoping to get some more video work with me in the dominant role and perhaps I can make a name for myself. I need some willing victims to practise on. It has become my major obsession. When I am having sex I like to have a whip in my hand just to show who’s in charge!

Thank you.