Letters from Blushes 18
Dear
Editor,
In
response to your solicitation of my opinion of the photographs which you sent
me. I shall state my detailed criticisms.
In the first place, I think it unseemly that any young woman should be punished in a bathroom-cum-lavatory. Her indignity is surely sufficient at being punished at all. Why over lard it with these sordid surroundings? In my view a special room should be set aside for punishments. Ideally, this room should be bare-walled and should contain a firm table or desk, a trestle stool and a solid leather chair of the old-fashioned kind. All these are most suitable for placing the culprit upon to receive her just desserts.
I do not consider a towel-rail a suitable object over which a girl should be placed for punishment. It is neither stout enough nor strong enough to withstand her contortions if the punishment is of any sort of severity. Admittedly the object raises the girl’s hindquarters admirably but that is not everything. The object over which the girl is placed must be capable of withstanding a considerable degree of violence. A girl being thrashed can become exceedingly mobile.
The
paramount redeeming features of this series is the excellence of this girl’s
bottom; I can only describe its shape and quality as superb.
What magnificent swelling curves! Rarely have I seen buttocks more perfectly formed to receive chastisement. They swell, they thrust, they positively invite. The tightly-pulled frilly white knickers only add to their enchantment.
What
a fortunate man to be able to make such a sumptuous rear-end writhe with pain.
To crack his cane down again and again. Until she is truly contrite for her
misdeeds.
In so many ways (apart from location) they are admirable. I have adulated about the girl’s bottom but her expressions are also worthy of comment. Her distress before her punishment, her torment during it. Excellently portrayed.
I
like the black stockings and suspender belt very much. The saucy white knickers
could scarcely be bettered.
Next time, can we have her bent very tautly over the end of a solid table, with her bottom quite bare? It certainly deserves further exposure and, I am sure, further treatment! Can’t you do it a little better in that direction next time?
FACT
AND FICTION
Dear
Sirs,
I
wonder if your readers would be interested in a little story which I would like
to relate. It is a fantasy, but it has its origins in a real life situation
which concerns myself, (a young company director) and a vacancy for a clerk
typist.
The
company I work for is quite small, and the office is, therefore, manned only by
myself and my co-director and senior partner. We have a part time secretary of
rather mature years who of late had become somewhat feeble and unreliable. In
view of this, and the fact that I was having to do more clerical work than I
wanted, we decided to retire the part-timer and advertise for a full-time young
person to do clerical work and typing.
As
my partner was not too concerned whether the applicant was young, old, ugly,
attractive or whatever, as long as she could do the job, it fell to me to do
the recruitment. This was a most enjoyable diversion for me as I am young and
single and do not usually have much contact with young women in my working
environment.
The
local Job Centre sent a steady stream of young girls along, and I must have
interviewed about a dozen on the first day. Most were quite attractive, some
very much so, all were smartly dressed, and most seemed capable of doing the
job, which wasn’t that demanding anyway. I made a shortlist of three and called
time on the interviews.
Disappointment
What
happened next was a disappointment for me. My boss suddenly decided that we
couldn’t afford and didn’t need a full-time clerk-typist. Also the part-time
lady decided she didn’t want to retire. So, that was that, fait
accomplit, cancel the whole project. End of story? Well, not quite. The
experience triggered off a fantasy in my mind which frequently recurs and
varies only slightly every time. It goes like this:-
It’s
quite late on the afternoon of the day I’m conducting the interviews. My
partner has gone home and I’m alone in the office. I’m about ready to call it a
day when the phone rings and a female voice says she’s just heard about the job
and could she come for an interview.
‘OK,’
I tell her. Might as well see one more. ‘What time would you like to come’
‘Well
I could pop along now if it’s not too late,’ she says. ‘Yes; that’ll be fine,’
I say.
As
I await her arrival it passes pleasantly through my mind that I have, or will
have a certain amount of power over these young women. There is a very high
unemployment in this region and this is a good position with good pay. It
occurs to me for the first time that some girls might be keener than others to
impress. Keen to offer certain… favours, perhaps? ‘That’s ridiculous,’ I say to
myself, ‘the old casting-couch, for a typist’s job?’ I had to smile to myself.
Little did I know I was about to be pre-empted.
Superb
Legs
She
knocked and entered. We introduced ourselves and she sat down opposite. I was
glad I had decided to see her. She was wearing a leather skirt that was quite
short and she had really superb legs. I love to see girls who wear sexy clothes
especially if they’ve got the figure and the looks to go with it. And this one
certainly had.
I
gave her a description of the job and we chatted for a while. From what she
told me I was pretty sure she would be able to cope with the duties involved.
‘Is
there anything you would like to ask me?’ I asked, as I usually do to bring the
interview to a close.
She
paused and looked downwards. I looked downwards and my heart rate almost
doubled. I had been concentrating hard as I do in interviews, watching the
applicants’ faces, thinking of questions to ask, mentally noting their
reactions. I think I was more keyed up than they were.
So
I hadn’t noticed that her skirt had ridden up. Or she had pulled it up. Not
very high, but higher than before.
‘I
really want the job,’ I heard her say as I prised my eyes away from her
perfectly-formed teenage thighs. She was only nineteen. ‘And I’m prepared to go
to certain lengths to get it.’
The
skirt had risen again. In theory her underwear should now have been visible,
but her thighs, which were tightly pressed together, seemed to go on forever,
leaving that final modesty undisclosed.
‘Er,
really,’ I managed to say eventually, ‘and what might those lengths be?’ I
didn’t dare look down again. She probably had no skirt on at all now.
Underwear
‘Well
I happen to know that you like girls to wear a certain type of underwear…’ I
couldn’t believe this was happening.
‘Well,’
I began, ‘All men have their pref…’
‘…plastic
underwear,’ she interrupted.
I
was dumbfounded. How could she know? No-one knew. Oh God, was she blackmailing
me?
But
how could she know?
It
was true of course. Well everyone has their fantasies, although I must admit I
was a bit ashamed of this fetish. I hardly dared admit even to myself that I
would love to see shapely young girls wearing a pair of waterproof pants. I
have been fascinated with the idea all my adult life, and I am reminded of it
every time I see these pants advertised in the small ads in the newspapers.
Setting
aside the worrying mystery, for the moment, of how she knew, I thought I might
as well carry on to the next stage.
The
skirt was even higher but she had her hands between her legs so I could see her
pants. But I wondered.
I
am a very cautious person by nature and I knew that I was in a very awkward
situation. If anyone found out about this I would not only be embarrassed I
would be a laughing stock with the consequent loss of my job and my integrity.
However; she was here; I was here, and I could throw her out or I could give
her the job.
Why
not give her the job? She could do it. And she would show me her knickers? Is
that what she was saying?
‘I
don’t think I quite follow you,’ I lied.
‘Well,’
she continued. ‘as I’ve said I want the job and I’m prepared to wear any kind
of underwear you like during office hours. It’s as simple as that.’
Plastic
Knickers
Thinking
about it I tried to convince myself that it wasn’t that unusual. In lots of
other jobs, poorer paid ones at that, girls had to wear uniforms, often
designed by men, often very unflattering and even uncomfortable. And this
‘uniform,’ wouldn’t even be seen, except, hopefully, by me. But even so…
plastic knickers… was she serious?
I
shook my head in disbelief. The daft thing was I would have given her the job
anyway.
She
smiled, ‘I don’t think you believe me do you?’
She
took her hands away from between her legs, giving me a very brief flash, then
she stood up and pulled her skirt down. I was disappointed, I thought she was
about to leave.
‘Are
you serious?’ I asked, not wanting the idea dropped now.
‘Let
me give you a demonstration.’ So saying she turned round so she was standing
about three feet away with her back towards me.
‘I’ll
show you the back,’ she said calmly, ‘these things are semi-transparent and I’d
like to retain some modesty…’
‘You
mean you’re wearing them right now?’ I gasped. A fantasy was being acted out
right before my very eyes. I wondered if she knew what this was doing to me.
There was no turning back now, my eyes were fixed firmly on her bottom and I
think I was pretty close to fainting.
‘Ready?’
she asked, glancing over her shoulder.
She
reached behind her and placed her palms flat on the back of her thighs over the
skirt.
Ready
‘Ready,’
I breathed.
She
gathered the material of her skirt in her hands and slowly pulled and worked
the tight fabric right up to her waist, exposing her underwear.
She
was indeed wearing a pair of medium-size incontinence pants made from soft,
thin white plastic. The design of these pants is that they are made fairly
large as they are meant to have absorbent liners underneath. They are nothing
like the modern bikini-briefs that girls wear nowadays in that they do not have
the cut-away legs and they are fairly high-waisted. As a result, the pants in
question enveloped this young lady quite securely from the tops of her legs to
just about her waist. The tightly-elasticated legs and waistband ensured that
no air could get into the pants, which was obvious from the way they were
sticking to her bottom.
All
too soon she flipped her skirt down again and sat down.
‘Jesus
Christ,’ was all I could say softly. ‘Well, do I get the job?’ She looked a bit
flushed. ‘Yes,’ I said, ‘start at 9am tomorrow… but tell me how long have you
had those pants on?’
‘All
day actually… well, since about ten o’clock this morning. I wanted to see
whether I would be able to stand them for a whole day.’
This
was a big turn-on for me. I hoped I could get her to talk freely about her
underwear.
‘What
do they feel like?’ I ventured.
She
stood up momentarily, reached under her skirt and re-adjusted them as though I
had reminded her of her discomfort. Then she sat down again. She kept crossing
and uncrossing her legs as we talked. I hadn’t noticed her doing this before,
she must have been very uncomfortable.
‘Well
they are uncomfortable. After an hour or so you get used to them though, and
I’ve found today that they haven’t got any worse after several hours than they
were after one hour. They stick to me though, especially when I’ve been sitting
down. Then when I stand up I tend to pull at them to get them off my bottom.
I’d better try and get out of that habit, it might be embarrassing when other
people are around.’
‘No,’
she summarised, ‘they’re not unbearable. I suppose if I am just sitting
thinking about how sticky I am inside them I’d get pretty fed up, but as long
as I’m doing something to take my mind off them then I think I’ll manage OK.’
She
shuffled around on the chair, and said, ‘I’m a bit fed up with them now
actually, but it is time to finish work so I will soon be able to take them off
won’t I?’
‘Of
course,’ I assured her, ‘what you do or wear in your own time is entirely up to
you.
‘Hot’
Pants
‘Right
then,’ she stood up, ‘can I go now?’ I bet she was dying to get out of those
hot pants. ‘Yes of course,’ I opened the door for her.
‘See
you tomorrow then.’ ‘Yes, goodnight.’
I
watched her walk along the street, savouring the notion that I was going to
dictate what kind of underwear a nineteen-year-old girl was going to wear. I
couldn’t believe my luck. After years of fantasising, a facility had suddenly
been offered to me that many single men could only dream about.
But
there was more to it than that, I reflected as I drove home. I realised I
really liked the girl. There was an endearing sort of simplicity and directness
about her that was almost childlike at times, yet, paradoxically she also
seemed to have a very capable, self-assured air about her just at the right
moment. And, surprisingly when I considered the scene enacted just a short
while ago, there was nothing sluttish or common about her. She had showed me
her knickers in a strange, matter of fact, even innocent way like a child at
the doctor’s, not like some nymphomaniac giving me the easy lay.
It
really was tremendously exciting. Yes, I was looking forward to tomorrow,
though I knew my concentration would never be quite the same as long as she was
around.
I
had a sleepless night, thinking about her. She really had made an impression on
me, and not just because of her underwear. I was glad when it was time to get
up and go to work. I arrived earlier than usual as she did not have a key to
the office and I would have to let her in, also, and more important, if we were
both there before the boss I could have a quick check of her underwear. After
all, we had made a deal and I was going to see she stuck to it. ‘Bad word,’ I
told myself.
Actually,
I thought as I drove to the office, I hoped she wouldn’t wear the miniskirt for
work. It would be too distracting for me, and the boss would think I had just
hired her for her looks. And anyway, I didn’t need to see her legs… I could get
all the kicks I needed just from the knowledge that she was wearing waterproof
undies.
Demure
I
needn’t have worried. She arrived, on time, dressed demurely in a medium length
skirt and smart white blouse.
‘Good
morning,’ I beamed. ‘Hello,’ she smiled. She looked very attractive. Different
somehow to yesterday, perhaps it was her hair, yes she had swept it back from
her face which made her face look slightly rounder but more appealing somehow,
like a small child, innocent and eager to please.
‘There’s
only us two here at present,’ I hinted, ‘my senior partner won’t be in till
about nine thirty.’
‘Oh,’
she said. She seemed a bit nervous. I looked at her expectantly. There was a
pause, then she realized and said, ‘Oh yes, of course, you… you er want to
check me over?’
I
nodded. It was going to be even better than yesterday somehow, to be invited to
look under that prim little secretary’s ensemble. She started fidgeting with
her hands, and became very embarrassed. However, she took hold of the hem of
her skirt.
‘No,’
I stopped her, ‘Not here, we’d better go into the rest room in case someone
comes in.’
She
followed me into the rest room and I shut the door.
‘Do
you want to see the front or the back?’ She asked. ‘I’ve seen the back,’ I told
her.
Obediently
she reached down and lifted the front of her dress right up, showing her lovely
legs, and, of course the same, or similar plastic pants as before.
‘Could
you, er, just move your legs apart slightly?’ I asked her.
I
thought that I would have been able to see through the loose, semi-transparent
plastic where it was gathered between her legs, but there seemed to be a sort
of panel in this area where the plastic was a bit thicker. Unless she was
wearing something underneath.
She
obliged me by standing with her legs further apart. This tightened the material
over her pubic area, and I could just see the faint outline of what I was
looking for, in the centre of an area that was, of course much darker than the
remainder of that covered by the pants.
‘Are
these the same ones as yesterday?’ I asked. ‘Yesterday’s covering seemed more
see-through.
‘No,
I put some different ones on today,’ she admitted, ‘these are similar, but they
have a panel at the front and back to hold the absorbent liners. Is that all
right?’
‘Yes
that’s okay… er, are you wearing anything underneath the pants though?’
Nothing
Underneath
‘No,
I didn’t think that was allowed.’ She was amazingly subservient. A real natural
submissive. I could foresee a great future for this relationship. I suspected
that there was more to her willingness to wear the pants than just to get the
job.
I
completed my inspection of her knickers, which you would think would be
terribly embarrassing for her but she didn’t seem to mind. Not that she was
brazen or shameless, she just made it seem quite normal somehow, like showing
the teacher an essay she had written and listening attentively while he
appraised it.
While
she dutifully held her dress aloft, I noted that the inside of her pants was
already misted with her girlish perspiration, even though she had probably had
them on only an hour or so. One could only imagine the heady, female-scented
atmosphere that the cruel plastic would generate as it sealed and confined her
charms for the next eight hours.
How
I longed to put my hand inside and feel for myself the effects of such a
garment, or to touch and rub her through the thin material and possibly add to
the girlish secretions which would remain trapped within.
However,
the telephone was ringing, there was work to be done, and we just re-assembled
ourselves in the main office in time before the boss came in. From then until
lunchtime it was all work. There was typing to be done, for me and for the
boss, which she performed splendidly, and then there were various office
routines such as wages and book-keeping which I was to teach her to do.
Obedient
She
really was a most endearing and charming young lady, and she was keen and
willing to learn or do anything she was told. She was subservient and very
obedient, but not stupid, and she had a way of letting her natural cheerful
personality shine through, even whilst busily learning or performing her office
duties.
In
short, she proved to be an absolute treasure. By the end of the first week the
boss and I wondered how we had managed without her. Also it was good for me to
have company in the office, as the boss goes out a lot, and she proved to be an
excellent companion. We were often very busy in the office, and there is
nothing worse than somebody who chatters away all the time, but it was never
like that with Mandy. We had a sort of rapport right from the start, with me
teasing her or making a joke if she made a mistake, not that she made mistakes
all that often. We concentrated hard on our work when we had to, then we’d have
little impromptu breaks for a chat and a cup of tea or coffee.
Routine
So,
things settled into a comfortable routine. Well, perhaps not quite so
comfortable for her, considering the ‘uniform’ she was obliged to wear. She
dutifully continued to wear her plastic pants day after day without complaint.
I hardly needed to check to see if she was wearing them, but I continued to
make regular inspections when things were quiet in the office. She was always
willing to discuss her underwear, and she told me that she had completely got
used to the pants now and even quite liked the feeling of ‘security’ they gave
her. Also she had lost some weight off her hips and bottom which pleased her.
This was probably as a result of being so hot inside them every day. I often
wondered if it wouldn’t be harmful for her body to be wrapped in plastic for
such long periods but she said she hadn’t suffered any ill-effects, other than
the slight discomfort.
‘After
all,’ she pointed out, ‘lots of people have to wear these pants for the real
reasons, so they can’t be that bad for me.’
She
now owned about half a dozen pairs of these pants, which she had bought with
money I had given her. Sometimes she would put a pair on at home before she
came to work or sometimes she would bring them to work and change into them in
the toilet. At the end of the day she often changed out of them before going
home and one day I got her to give me the pair she had been wearing all day, I
gave her a plastic bag and asked her to put them inside and hand it to me after
she had changed. I could hardly wait to get home with them and had a very
exciting evening examining the inside of her knickers.
On
the subject of evenings, mine were getting lonely and boring sometimes, so
after a few weeks I asked Mandy to go out for a drink with me. It went very
well and we went to a disco afterwards, ending up with us both being a bit
hungover the next morning. She really enjoyed it and we got on very well so we
started courting on a regular basis.
Cruelty
For
me it was the start of a fantastic relationship. I soon became completely
infatuated with her, and that has never happened to me before with any other
girl. We were always together, and she must have liked me a lot, because she
would do almost anything for me. As I’ve said, she is very submissive and she
let me treat her very cruelly when I wanted to. She would wear any sort of
clothing and underwear that I asked her to and I spent a fortune on kinky
clothes and devices. One evening for example, we were in a disco and a girl
came in wearing a really short mini-skirt made of black plastic. I was really
excited by this and resolved to buy one for Mandy the next day. Not only did
Mandy agree to this, she even went over to ask the girl where she had bought
it. She got one the next day and came to my house in the evening, wearing it
and she looked fantastic.
Though
I loved her, I couldn’t resist being cruel to her, and sometimes I would really
humiliate her and do things to make her really embarrassed and uncomfortable.
On
one occasion, we were just sitting watching the television at my house. I was a
bit bored so I turned to Mandy and said simply, ‘stand up Mandy and take off
your skirt please.’ She took it off. She was wearing stockings and suspenders
and a pair of nylon panties. ‘Stay where you are,’ I told her. I went and got a
broad leather belt and put it round her waist. I kept tightening the belt round
her waist. She made no attempt to stop me, she looked uncomfortable but she
said nothing and let me continue. I gradually tightened the belt until I
couldn’t get it any tighter and fastened it securely.
Her
waist was drastically compressed and she was struggling to breathe properly.
Gasps
‘Does
that hurt?’ I asked her. ‘Yes,’ she gasped, ‘why do I have to wear it so
tight?’
‘Because
I want you to,’ I told her. ‘I want to reduce your waist Mandy so you will wear
this tight belt as long as I want you to.’
‘It
really hurts,’ she said pulling at the belt to try and loosen it.
‘Stop
it Mandy or I’ll make it even tighter.’
She
was silent.
I
stood behind her for a few moments, looking at her superbly narrowed waist.
‘Unfasten
your brassiere,’ I commanded, ‘and then put your hands on your head and keep
them there.’
I
sat down on the settee and pulled her down on to a stool in front of me so that
she was sitting in between my legs with her back to me. I pulled her close to
me and put a hand over each breast. She gave a little sigh and wriggled her
bottom on the stool.
‘Keep
still!’ I warned her, ‘and keep your hands on your head.’
I
began to massage her breasts, gently at first, then more firmly as she started
to respond and move in rhythm to the massaging and squeezing. As I did this I
spoke softly in her ear, telling her to keep as still as possible, which was
quite impossible for her of course, because she was getting very aroused.
After
about ten minutes she was moaning softly and wriggling in ecstasy. I took my
hands away from her breasts and turned her round on the stool. Her eyes were
glazed and her face was flushed with excitement.
Naughty
Girl
‘Mmmm,’
she said dreamily, ‘can I put my hands down now?’
‘Not
yet,’ I said. ‘You’ve been a naughty girl, haven’t you?’
‘Mmmm,
no,’ she pouted, ‘I kept as still as I could, but it makes me feel all funny
when you do that to me… oh and this belt’s awful, can’t I take it off now?’
‘I’m
not talking about that Mandy,’ I said, ‘I’m talking about your panties, look at
your panties, Mandy, and then tell me you haven’t been naughty.’
She
looked down. Sure enough there was a damp patch that was spreading outwards
from the gusset of her knickers.
‘I
know,’ she sighed softly, ‘I felt it happen. I’m sorry but I couldn’t help it.’
She loved to be humiliated like this. I started to rub her through her soaking
wet knickers and she went wild.
‘Take
them off, take them off me,’ she begged, ‘Please!’
The
game was now forgotten, except for the tight belt which was still in position.
I wondered how she could breathe for it, especially in her excited state.
I
made love to her with the belt still in place.
‘You
bastard,’ she said softly, afterwards, ‘I bet you really enjoyed feeling that
belt fastened round me while we were doing that, didn’t you?’
I
was surprised at her language. ‘Mandy!’ I exclaimed, ‘don’t swear, it’s very
unladylike. Really girl, you’re going to have to learn some discipline.’
‘Discipline.’
She said mournfully, ‘I hate that word… it usually means I’m in for something
very uncomfortable.’
And
how right she was. In the months that followed, Mandy was disciplined, and it
proved to be very uncomfortable…
…to
be continued.
K.M. of Cleveland
P.S.
If not interested in publishing the written text, can I respectfully suggest
that a photo-sequence with one of your lovely models depicting the story would
look fantastic.
We’d
love to see the rest of the story, K.M., and promise to illustrate it with
exactly the right kind of pictures and the right kind of girl.
AT
HOME
Dear
Editor,
As
an occasional reader of Blushes, I happened to see your Issue
15. I was amazed at the letter from Edna-Maria H. of Bonn as I thought that I must be the only person in the
world who was treated without any regard to
modesty or privacy. At twenty five, I am a little older than her daughter and
it is not my parents but Uncle John and Auntie Mary who ‘Keep me in order.’ It
is Uncle who buys Blushes and it is his copy I am sometimes
able to read.
It
is several years since I made a break of living on my own and was invited into
this house. My aunt approves of Uncle’s actions in disciplining me. Although
she does not take part, she is often around to see what is happening. She
smiles gently at my distress and says that it is only what I deserve.
Expected
It
was made clear to me before I went to live with them that discipline and
obedience to Uncle’s ways was to be expected. First of all, I must never lock a
bathroom or bedroom door when I am inside. Someone, usually Uncle, may want to
come in to see what I am up to, or how I am getting on. My state of dress or
undress does not matter. Quite often Uncle will come in while I am having a
bath and make sure that I am washing myself properly. This is the one time that
I would rather have private and to myself. He will make me stand up in the bath
and wash between my legs and in my bottom which he watches.
Auntie
regularly goes through my drawers to ensure that I have not bought anything
which has not been approved. I did once buy myself some nylon briefs but I
could not sit down comfortably for a week after they were found. A reminder was
given to my bottom for the following four nights and I do not want to go
through that again.
What
am I punished for? Even at my age there are many things that I can do wrong.
Being cheeky or rude, leaving my room untidy, being unladylike (that covers an
awful lot) wetting my knickers or getting brown stains in them, not getting up
when I am called, disobedience and worst of all telling lies.
Unlike
Edna Maria’s daughters, I am not shaved as part of my punishment. I am kept
free of pubic hair all the time. At one time I was allowed to shave myself, but
after being accused of not doing it properly two or three times, Uncle took
over the task himself. Once a fortnight, on every other Sunday evening, Uncle
tells me to fetch the shaving gear. A shaving brush and razor, a towel, a bowl
of hot water, a flannel and after shave lotion.
Off
comes my dress and my knickers, leaving me in
Wide
Apart
my
petticoat and, for the moment, with my secrets hidden — but not for long. I
have to put the towel at the edge of the table, to leave half of it hanging
down. Lifting my petticoat at the back, I have to sit on the towel at the edge
of the table and lie back lifting up my legs. My bottom is on the towel and my
legs are high and wide apart where I have to hold them.
Standing
below me, Uncle has a good view of, and access to every private part of me. At
least I wish it was private. Like that I have no secrets. He washes me and
dries me with the end of the towel hanging down. Then he soaps the area with
the shaving brush. It’s only a fortnight between each shaving, so there is no
great bush just a stubble beginning to grow. The razor comes into me and I am
bald and smooth once more. The soap is washed away and the area dried. Then the
aftershave is applied on the area. I don’t know what eau-de-cologne feels like,
but it can’t be as bad as aftershave lotion. I know I wriggle and squirm as it
is being applied. I can’t help it. The stinging is dreadful, especially when it
gets in places that it was never intended for. It’s very difficult not to hold
onto yourself when it is stinging like mad down there, but it looks so
unladylike that I try very hard not to do it. Not always successfully, I must
add. Tears run down my face whether or not I hold between my legs. When I calm
down, I am allowed to dress again properly. It won’t be long before I am sent
to bed whatever the time.
As
for punishment, that can be at any time. Especially bought for me, is a ‘good’
school cane. It is kept in my bedroom hanging on the dressing table mirror. I’m
told that it is there as a constant reminder of what can happen to me and it
certainly is. When informed that I am to be caned, I have to undress and then
fetch it. Undressing means taking off my frock or skirt and blouse. I do still
have a petticoat on, but no woman likes walking around the house in her
underwear. Standing in front of Uncle, he tells me what my punishment is to be.
It’s usually something like four on each hand and twelve on my bottom. Often I
start to cry at that point and he pats my shoulder saying something like
‘there-there you’ll feel better when it is all over.’ At that I am expected to
kiss the cane and put it on the table ready for it to be used later.
Uncle’s
Whims
How
long I have to wait depends on Uncle’s whims. I sometimes have to do a few jobs
like laying the table for a meal or doing some dusting and cleaning.
Occasionally it is the ironing that needs doing. I have even had to sit through
a meal with the cane in front of my place. My table manners have to be
immaculate if I am to avoid further strokes. The time for caning is getting
close when I am sent to stand facing the wall. Hands on head like a little
schoolgirl, I wait in trepidation for the rattle of the cane as Uncle picks it
up.
Pulled
to the middle of the room, I hold out one hand at a time. He gives me two on
each palm before I change hands. I dare not move my hands, but I cannot help
bringing my knees up in anguish. My hands feel as though they are on fire when
he has finished. There are a number of things a girl can do with her hands in
that condition. She can blow on them, hold them trapped between her knees or
thighs, put them in opposite armpits or put them gently on the curve of her
bottom or her breasts. I have tried all and some seem to help very much.
Correction
Time
A
few minutes and it is correction time. Lifting my petticoat, I have to get into
our armchair facing the back. My knees are spread, one on each arm and I lean
forward and over with the back supporting my hips. It is a most undignified
position and it’s not easy to find anything to hold onto. I always need help
getting up afterwards. Uncle folds my petticoat well up over my shoulders and I
am ready. Wide open and thoroughly ashamed of myself, it seems to be what Uncle
wants.
Bottom
Up
I
feel my bottom being tapped with the cane as Uncle takes aim. That waiting
period always makes me twitch. Then there is a pause as the cane is lifted. How
I manage to keep myself positioned during that second or two, I do not know.
Any boy or girl who has been punished with a cane or strap will know what I
mean. The orders are to keep your bottom up and you know that it will only be
worse if you don’t, but you are in a position of offering your rear end for a
stinging attack on it. How I wish that I had never misbehaved in the first
place.
The
first stroke swishes down and the awful stinging starts. My comfort has gone
and there will be pain and smarting in my rump for the next hour or so. Very
often it will be sore for some time. The shock is never over before the second
stroke arrives and at that I start to cry. As the caning continues my bottom
starts to swerve. I can’t help it, but it brings quiet little commands from
Uncle like ‘keep it still girl’ or ‘Get your bottom up, good.’
Howling
At
last it is finished, I can climb off the chair, howling and wiping the tears
from my face whenever I can let go of my bottom for a moment. If I could run
and hide in my own room it would not be so bad, but I have to last out that
agony with Auntie and Uncle watching my antics and contortions. Hands trying to
comfort a sore bottom.
No
top clothes and now no knickers, I go back to the wall as soon as I have
regained a little of my composure. I must stay very still until they decide it
is time for me to go to bed. It can be any time during the evening from about
7pm onwards. Someone will fetch a nightdress for me. Not a long one but a
transparent baby-doll sort. The type that have panties to go with them, but I’m
not allowed the knickers. In front of them I have to change into that, ready to
go upstairs.
Hugs
and Kisses
Before
I go, I give Uncle and Auntie a big hug and kiss. I do love them despite it
all. Both pat my bottom, bare of course because my nightie is so short.
Thanking Uncle for my punishment is automatic and somehow I really do mean it.
Carrying my clothes and the cane, I go up to bed. I shall have to spend the
night lying on my tummy. Uncle will come in to inspect my bottom when he goes
to bed but if I am fast asleep I shall not even feel him lift the bedclothes as
he does so. It is all over and there will be a fresh start the next day, but of
course the other embarrassments and humiliation are always there.
I
seem to have rambled on and written a very long letter. Perhaps it should have
been shorter, but that is just how it came out of my mind. Uncle and Auntie
knew that I am writing this letter to you and are quite happy about it. They
ask me to tell you that girls and young women are only as big as they act and
should be treated accordingly. I cannot say I disagree, but I wish that they
realised that I am grown up now.
Yours
sincerely,
Anonymous
ACTUALLY
PUNISHED
Dear
Sir,
I
have noticed a letter in a recent issue which referred back to a letter in an
earlier issue, discussing a young typist who was spanked by her employer. A
photograph appeared with this letter, of a girl bent across a desk with her
knickers down. The editor’s comment says that you would appreciate more
material of a similar nature, so I wonder if you would be interested in more of
the enclosed photos, taken surreptitiously so far as the girl is concerned,
although with the knowledge of the gentleman. I have several hundred, the
subject being the same girl although photographed on numerous different
occasions. I should mention that the girl is actually being punished; the
pictures are in no way posed.
Would
you be interested too, in an account of the circumstances under which the
photos were obtained? I am a keen amateur photographer and could also give some
details as to how the pictures were taken, bearing in mind the obvious need for
secrecy in the taking. I imagine that you would not require a Model Release
Form to be signed, since the girl was unaware of the camera; I am afraid that
in any case I would be unable to supply one.
Perhaps
you would consider making an offer for prints of my collection, even if you do
not wish me to write anything.
R.M.A., Bedfordshire
Readers
are advised that an offer has been made, and an agreement concluded with
R.M.A., and his photos will be published some time in March, together with the
full background to the story.
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