Behind High Walls part 1
From Janus 44. First part of the Balcombe Manor trilogy by R.T. Mason illustrated by Hardcastle.
The discreet sign on the brick pillar at the side of the
large iron gates says simply: Balcombe Manor. A black limousine
draws up along the lane which leads from the main road. The uniformed chauffeur
gets out, unlocks the gate and then drives through. In the back seat a pretty
young woman glances around, her large eyes alert, inquiring. Are they
apprehensive too? The chauffeur gets out again to relock the gates and then
drives on, wheels crunching softly on the gravel of the driveway as it winds
its way through leafy shrubs and stately old trees.
Yes, the young woman is apprehensive. She
is trying not to be and tells herself, as she has told herself ever since it
was decided that she was coming here, that there is no need to
be apprehensive, that in fact she is very fortunate because a stay at Balcombe
Manor is not at all cheap. But her new husband, Roger Filton, is rich and he
can well afford to send his young wife here. They have been married just six
months. Roger Filton is 45 so he has been in no hurry to make matrimonial ties.
Annabel, our young lady in the back of the limousine, is 22; a very pretty girl
with a lovely shapely figure, well-educated and coming from an excellent
family.
These are admirable qualities in a young wife but there
are other qualities too that a gentleman may wish to see in a new spouse. In
particular that whole area of femininity and submission which nowadays can be
so neglected in a girl’s upbringing. Many gentlemen of traditional views will
regard such qualities as almost beyond price. At Balcombe Manor, for a not
unreasonable cost, they can be taught.
In addition to those ornate iron gates Balcombe Manor’s
ten acres are surrounded by a high substantial brick wall. It is a beautiful,
mostly Georgian house set deep in the heart of the English countryside. It was
chosen for its purpose because of this very remoteness and seclusion from
prying eyes, since the training that is offered here is clearly the sort of
thing that the common press, if alerted, would make a very big meal of. One has
only to think of that unfortunate establishment in Ireland, set up to give
adult young women a taste of life at a traditional girls’ boarding school,
which in recent months was discovered by the press. It was a highly traumatic
experience for all concerned.
Mrs Blackett of Balcombe Manor shudders at the thought of
anything like that. So you will not see advertisements for her courses, not
even in the most select and refined of periodicals; word of mouth is anyway
quite sufficient. Word does get around. Deborah X for instance, a highly
admired young wife; oh yes, she spent two months at Balcombe Manor. That sort
of thing. In any case it was not intended for the masses. It is expensive
and it can only cope with at most five young women at a time. Because personal
tuition and attention are essential. All applicants are vetted.
The black limousine comes to the end of the drive, in
front of Balcombe Manor’s handsome facade. The chauffeur gets out and opens the
rear door. Annabel Filton, looking a little nervous, alights. She is quite
tall, with lustrous shoulder-length chestnut hair, in a restrained
well-tailored navy-blue suit with matching patent leather court shoes. As the
chauffeur moves round to collect her cases from the boot a housemaid appears at
the front door. Smiling, she conducts the visitor in. Annabel has time to
glimpse through glossy laurels an immaculate lawn shimmering in the afternoon
sunshine. In the shade to one side in an old-fashioned garden swing-seat sit
two young women in quiet conversation.
Inside, across a richly carpeted hall, the maid knocks
quietly at a door. They enter a sumptuously appointed office/sitting-room.
Opposite, behind a splendid rosewood desk is seated a maturely handsome woman,
her thick grey-flecked black hair drawn somewhat severely back. She rises,
smiling and extending her hand.
‘It’s Mrs Filton of course: Annabel. Good afternoon; I am
Sylvia Blackett. Bring us some tea, would you, Bridget please.’
The maid curtseys and quietly exits. Mrs Blackett
indicates two wing chairs looking out on the shimmering lawn. They sit down.
‘Good; now first things first. I shall address you by your
Christian name, Annabel, because you are very much in the position of pupil and
teacher. For the same reason you will address me as Mrs Blackett. So, Annabel,
your husband has sent you here for two months of training. He is clearly an
eminently sensible husband, if I may say so, and I do not say this because of
my fee. Standards of behaviour in young women simply seem to go from bad to
worse. Don’t you agree, my dear?’
Annabel hesitates, then nods. She does not necessarily
agree and she has remonstrated with Roger at length after he suggested that she
come here. But thankfully she is not a rebellious young woman.
‘Yes, I’m sure you do. Well, he may rest assured with us.
When you leave you will be a credit to him, Annabel, and a credit to your sex.
You will embrace all the traditional feminine virtues. Self-discipline and
charmingly feminine submission to the male. That is the goal, is it not, my
dear?’
Annabel says quietly, ‘Yes, Mrs Blackett.’ She is
reasonably submissive already though and she has been able to see no good
reason to come here to learn it. There has been considerable argument,
accompanied by tears on Annabel’s side. But husband Roger has been adamant. The
course has been highly recommended to him.
‘Stand up, please, Annabel.’
Annabel stands, her high heels sinking into the expensive
carpet. She has a full womanly figure, the jacket of her suit showing the bulge
of ripe breasts while, below, her straight skirt likewise indicates generous
buttocks.
‘Yes; most charming, but we are not exactly a Twiggy, are
we, Annabel? And I don’t imagine you are wearing a foundation garment?’
Annabel bites her lip and shakes her head. She has heard
some talk of foundation garments in connection with Balcombe Manor.
‘No, I thought not. But a good firm foundation is the very
basis of proper femininity, Annabel. Tight-lacing is a constant reminder to a
young woman of that so essential self-discipline. A young woman of quality does
not allow her body to sway and jiggle and flop, she keeps it under firm
control. Tomorrow morning, young lady, we shall take a trip into town, to my
corsetiere. We shall see about that too too exuberant flesh.’
Annabel pushes back a lock of errant chestnut hair. She
had noticed, when Mrs Blackett was standing, that under her elegant
plum-coloured gown she was remarkably slim-waisted for an older woman. The
reason is now evident. Mrs Blackett has not finished.
‘And while we are on the subject of discipline, Annabel,
there is that other very key area. Physical chastisement. Were you whipped at
school? Caned?’
Annabel is still standing, rather as a schoolgirl might
before her Headmistress. Mrs Blackett’s stunning words make this very
appropriate. Flushing red the young woman shakes her head. Mrs Blackett gets to
her feet, deep brown eyes smiling.
‘Another area of quite essential discipline,
my dear. Just remember, those so charming Victorian and Edwardian ladies whom
we so very much admire were all brought up with the constant threat of a sound
whipping across their buttocks.’
She lightly touches Annabel’s arm. An Annabel who can feel
her knees trembling.
‘So you’ll be pleased to hear that we have a regular
regimen of the cane and strap here at Balcombe Manor. It is administered by
myself and by Gillman, my senior servant, who is a mature and experienced man.
A system of demerits is operated. All aspects of a pupil’s behaviour are kept
under scrutiny and demerits are recorded in her Record Book which she must keep
up to date at all times.’
Annabel’s head is spinning. A friend who knew someone who
was here had smilingly alluded to the cane but Annabel assumed it was simply a
joke. Mrs Blackett squeezes her arm.
‘All pupils are assessed stringently, Annabel; that is how
one learns and progresses, is it not? You can therefore expect to receive a
whipping most days.’
A soft knock at the door. It is the maid with the tea:
choice crockery and elegant silver on a tray. Mrs Blackett, as she deals with
the tea things, is giving further details. So that body control can be achieved
more rapidly and also to get the full effect of body discipline, a restraining
garment will be worn at all times, including in bed. Annabel will only remove
it for her bath. Annabel sips the fine China tea but its taste goes unnoticed as
she listens to what Mrs Blackett is saying. Did Roger know all this? Can he be
a party to this subjugation of his wife?
Almost as if Mrs Blackett can read the younger woman’s
thoughts she smiles across at Annabel. ‘It is all as your husband would wish,
my dear. It is what he would wish to do himself but to be effective it needs a
third party, someone who can take an objective view.’
Mrs Blackett’s beringed hand puts down her cup. ‘He will
naturally be permitted to visit you; up to twice a week is allowed — more than
that does interfere with a girl’s training. And you will be allowed to see him
in the privacy of your own room. We are understanding of a husband’s needs and
there is no reason why he should be completely deprived of his wife’s marital
services for the two months she is on the course.’
Annabel flushes. So Roger will be allowed to come and… and
make love to her. So that he doesn’t get deprived. While she…
Mrs Blackett smiles her charming smile. ‘Does all this
sound a little unwelcome, my dear?’
‘No… no…’ Though of course it sounds highly unwelcome.
The cane and being constantly in corsets when she has never dreamt of wearing
them.
The older woman’s tone is suddenly firmer. ‘I don’t think
you are being quite honest, Annabel. I detect that you do find
all this less than ideal. Now in the first place I require a pupil to be
completely honest with me, and in the second place if one is unhappy about
something one has to learn not to show it. So for a start we could call that
two demerits, couldn’t we?’
Annabel’s face flushes deep red again.
‘Yes, Annabel?’
‘Yes, Mrs Blackett,’ she answers submissively.
‘That’s better, young lady. We shall call
it two demerits.’ Mrs Blackett rises with a rustle of her rich gown and goes
over to her desk. She returns with a small leather-covered notebook, maroon
grain with Balcombe Manor printed in gold. The book is handed
to Annabel, together with an expensive gold Parker pen.
‘Sit down and start your record, Annabel. Write on the
first page: Annabel Filton: Her Record Book. On the next page write
the date and: Two demerits. Underneath write: Lack of
honesty and lack of self-control. When you have done that you will receive
two strokes of the cane.’
Annabel’s hand seems scarcely able to write; the words
that appear are hardly recognisable as her normal firm handwriting. Two
strokes of the cane! Has Mrs Blackett actually said this?
That lady has pressed a buzzer and the door now opens. A
man, of similar age to Mrs Blackett, in a dark suit like the chauffeur. His
face has the impassive expression of the well-trained English manservant.
‘Ah Gillman. This is our new pupil, Mrs Filton. Would you
fetch a medium-weight cane, please?’
His expression does not change. ‘Yes Madam.’ Looking at
Annabel he says, ‘Good afternoon, Madam,’ then goes out. In no time he is back,
a wicked-looking three-foot cane in his hand.
Annabel is trembling all over. She has put the Record Book
and the pen in her handbag, as instructed by Mrs Blackett. Annabel’s big
green-brown eyes fix on the cane, mesmerised.
‘Stand please, Annabel. Remove your skirt; then raise your
slip and lower your knickers. Gillman will give you two strokes across your
bare bottom.’
The green-brown eyes dart to Mrs Blackett in disbelief.
She is looking as impassive as Gillman, now flexing the cane. What Mrs Blackett
has said is impossible.
‘Please…’ she whispers. ‘I didn’t mean… it won’t happen
again…’
Mrs Blackett’s voice is brusque. ‘Don’t be silly. And don’t
prevaricate. Get that skirt off; and then get your knickers down. I assume you
don’t want Gillman to have to undress you.’
The desperate eyes go from Mrs Blackett to Gillman and
back again. As a last resort she pleads what new pupils at Balcombe Manor
frequently plead.
‘C…can you… do it then… Please, Mrs
Blackett.’
‘I could but I am not going to. A pupil’s
first caning is always from Gillman. I find there is a little extra shock value
in having a male servant do it. And Gillman is a very experienced man, aren’t
you, James?’
Gillman sounds as if it is all in the day’s work. ‘Yes,
Madam, I have had some experience of young ladies by now.’
‘Of course you have. Now will you get that skirt off,
Annabel! Or shall we put two further demerits in your book for insubordination?’
There is clearly no getting out of it. Annabel is here for
two whole months, unless when Roger comes to visit she can persuade him to
cancel her stay. Trembling hands go to her waist. Annabel lowers her skirt and
steps out of it. Mrs Blackett places it on a chair. An unhappy glance at the
older woman, and Annabel raises her lace-edged white slip. She is wearing
flesh-coloured nylons, their darker welts tautly fastened by straps of a white
suspender belt. Annabel’s thighs above the nylons are full and pale; she is not
a sun-worshipper and this at least will meet with Mrs Blackett’s approval. A
feminine lady’s flesh should remain soft and pale, not coarsened and made dark
by the sun’s searing rays. But Annabel’s knickers, white nylon, are tight and
very brief and Mrs Blackett will not approve of this.
‘Slip them down, to the tops of your stockings. And then
bend over the chair.’
Mrs Blackett pushes Annabel’s head firmly down in the pink brocaded seat, then slides up her slip, pushing it and the suit jacket up beyond the bending girl’s waist. Twin full moons are thrust up and out over the chair’s arm. Full sumptuous pale moons that have never known the kiss of cane or strap — as they have also never known the tight grip of a restraining garment. James Gillman’s face is as impassive as ever but his eyes are devouring this marvellous sight.
Mrs Blackett’s soft hands arrange Annabel, pushing her
long legs further out and straightening her knees. She delivers a light slap to
the soft bottom.
‘Try and keep quite still, Annabel. Show some dignity;
Gillman doesn’t want to have to struggle with a bottom that’s squirming about
like an eel. He will give you three strokes. The third one is because I regard
your knickers as quite unsuitable. Perhaps you didn’t know but it will serve as
a reminder in future. A young woman’s knickers should properly cover her
bottom, not leave half of it bare. And they should be loose-legged.’
She steps back and looks at Gillman. ’Right James.
Three nice hard ones.’
The pain, when the cane makes its contact with her bare
bottom, is something quite out of Annabel’s previous experience. Squarely
across the fullest curve of her ripe rump, it is like a hot iron searing her
soft and most sensitive flesh. Annabel’s breath bursts out in an instinctive
and most unladylike howl while her whole body jerks in violent reaction. But
there is no time to attempt to come to terms with the savage pain before the
second stroke lashes down almost on top of the first.
Annabel lets out another gasping wail as a second narrow
stripe rapidly reddens across her pale, quivering buttocks. The pain is still
rising, intensifying, when the third and final stroke cracks down. Again it
produces the desperate yelp, the frenzied flesh-wobbling writhing of ripe
nates.
Gillman steps back. Mrs Blackett, bright-eyed, moves
forward to pull the shaking young woman to her feet. Annabel’s stricken bottom
feels as if it is literally on fire.
‘Not a very dignified performance, Annabel. We
will certainly have to do better than that or we will be getting demerits for
inability to take the cane properly. Now please take those knickers right off.
If you’ve nothing more suitable with you you can go without until we can get some
acceptable ones tomorrow.’
Still shaking with the pain and shock Annabel steps out of
her knickers, then puts on her skirt. She glances at Gillman and quickly looks
away. As well as suffering the intense pain she has never felt so humiliated in
her life.
‘Write your third demerit in your Record Book, Annabel.
Put it down as unseemly attire. Gillman will now show you to your
room. Your time is free until dinner which is at 7.30. I should have a rest and
then Gillman or one of the maids will introduce you to my other young women. I
have three more pupils in residence at present.’
Mrs Blackett smiles her charming smile. ‘Oh, one thing,
I do approve of your stockings. Tights are quite an abomination.
All right, my dear?’
Annabel says numbly, ‘Yes, Mrs Blackett.’
Another smile. ‘Don’t be distressed. The first
caning is a shock and it is meant to be. It gets a girl nicely
in the right frame of mind. Don’t brood over it; just remember it is in a very
good cause. Now here’s something for you to read. It is not difficult and you
will be questioned on it in due course.’
The book she has handed Annabel is bound in maroon grained
leather like her Record Book. It is entitled The Submissive Woman.
With her bottom still searing, pulsating, Annabel goes out with Gillman. She
ascends the stairs in front of him, all too conscious of that red-hot bottom;
conscious also of the fact that she has no knickers on under her tight skirt
and that Gillman, close behind her, is well aware of this.
Annabel’s bedroom is cosy, feminine, looking out over the
garden, and has its own en suite bathroom. Her cases have been
brought up and her things put away. She looks around but her mind is still full
of that horrendous happening not five minutes ago. Bending over the arm of that
chair with her bottom bare. And this man, this servant, viciously caning her.
Gillman, it seems, is also still thinking of it.
‘I hope you won’t regard it as personal, Madam — what I
had to do. It’s my duty, you understand, part of my job. I have to do it to all
the ladies.’
Flushing, Annabel shakes her head.
In his obsequious manner Gillman asks if she will take a
rest now. He will come back, in an hour, to take her out to meet the other
ladies. They are probably in the garden, afternoons being generally set aside
for relaxation.
Annabel says yes. She feels in urgent need of a period
alone before meeting anyone anyway. Suddenly she recalls Mrs Blackett’s remark
about being under scrutiny. Annabel looks away, not wishing to meet Gillman’s
eyes.
‘I… I suppose you have to make a note of everything I do
and report it to Mrs Blackett. Tell me please… Gillman… am I doing anything
that will get me demerits?’
Gillman shakes his head. ‘I do have to
report to Mrs Blackett, that’s part of my job, Madam. But there’s nothing at
the moment, except that you’re supposed to call me Mr Gillman.
With the maids you can use their Christian names. I’ll go then, Madam — unless
you would like me to put some cold cream on your bottom. It does help with the
sting.’
The thought of it is just too much. ‘Am I allowed to refuse..?
Or would that be another demerit?’ she blurts angrily.
‘Oh no, Madam. You can say yes or no, it’s not a caning
matter. If you make a sexual advance to me, though, I have to report that.’
The big green-brown eyes are suddenly bright with
moisture. Annabel blinks rapidly to stop the tears. ‘Well I’m not going to,
Mr… Mr Gillman.’
Gillman’s voice remains perfectly calm. ‘That’s all right,
Madam; but some ladies do, at the beginning of their stay.’ He exits, just as
Annabel’s tears well uncontrollably out. The trickle becomes a flood as she
throws herself face-down on the bed. Annabel’s body jerks and rolls,
overwhelmed with wracking sobs.
The sobbing continues for some time, at last becoming less intense, more intermittent. Annabel turns over, onto her back, to gaze up with tear-reddened eyes at the ceiling. She lies immobile, perhaps dozing for a while, her body exhausted by emotion. Her eyes open, the tears start again; then stop, and then start once more.
At length she gets up off the bed and goes to the window.
Outside, standing by a flower border she can see two young women. They wear
long light summer dresses and flowery hats against the bright sun. Annabel
bites her lip. They are presumably fellow pupils here and presumably, under
those light dresses, if what Mrs Blackett has said is anything to go by, is
some form of tight restraining foundation garment. And are there also fresh red
stripes on their bottoms as there are on her own?
In the bathroom Annabel splashes cold water on her face
which is red and blotchy from crying. It is almost time for Gillman to come for
her. She puts on powder and some lipstick, but cannot completely disguise the
signs of crying. She would like to put on knickers but has none that Mrs
Blackett would approve of. And outrageous as it may seem, from what has
happened so far there must be a chance of Mrs Blackett — or even Gillman —
slipping a hand up her skirt to check. And that clearly would mean one or more
strokes of that horrendous cane.
Gillman when he knocks has that same obsequious manner.
Annabel again experiences a hot flush at the thought that this man has caned
her bare bottom. He asks if she is rested and feeling better; then takes her
outside.
In the garden the three other girls are found seated
together in a leafy arbour. They are Rosalind and Susan, both blondes, and
Felicity who has reddish-gold hair. They are all young and pretty women, each,
like Annabel, wearing a wedding ring. All three are in those elegant dresses,
1930s-looking with low necks and calf-length skirts, and broad-brimmed hats
that Annabel has seen from the window. Gillman, having made the introductions,
goes off.
Rosalind and Felicity have been here for three weeks,
Susan for two. These periods seem to have been long enough to quell any
rebellious spirit for they are all most docile and seemingly accepting of their
lot. Annabel is warned to follow instructions to the letter otherwise there
will be many demerits; but if she does she will find life very pleasant at
Balcombe Manor.
Susan, laughing, says, ‘Like a holiday.’
That is really too much for Annabel. ‘A holiday when you’re
getting caned?’
Susan has beautiful big blue eyes, clear and innocent. ‘You
mustn’t be negative, Annabel. The cane is just a reminder to keep you up to the
mark and to teach you to be submissive. You have to learn that submitting is
the most wonderful thing. After all this Woman’s Lib pollution submitting is a
cleansing act. Mrs Blackett will teach you that.’ She gives a blissful smile. ‘All
I want from life is to submit to my husband.’
Annabel frowns. ‘Will your husband cane you then?’
Susan produces another sunny smile. ‘Of course. And he
caned me when he visited last week, because of a shortcoming that Mrs Blackett
told him about. He caned me and then he made love to me. It was just the most
marvellous and wonderful thing.’
Annabel cannot find a ready answer to this. She pictures
herself submitting to a caning from Roger. The thought is scary but also
distinctly erotic. Rosalind suggests a walk through the garden and they get up
and go out, into the warm sunshine. Rosalind says that Annabel should have a
hat on. A girl must keep her skin soft and lovely for her husband. There is
something else that Annabel must ask about. Corseting. Do they really have to
wear a foundation garment all the time?
‘Of course,’ Rosalind replies. ‘Tight-lacing is the
essence of femininity. It may feel strange at first but once you’ve been
tight-laced for a few days it begins to feel really marvellous. A lovely sense
of your body being controlled and disciplined. And it’s super for your figure.
My waist can he tight-laced down to 19 inches now.’
Annabel is not at all sure she wants to do that. There is
of course the other question. What do they do here all day? Mrs Blackett didn’t
actually say.
‘Oh all sorts of things,’ Felicity says. ‘All kinds of
lectures and talks, by Mrs Blackett and various other people who come in. There’s Music
and Movement every day after breakfast, that’s to improve your grace
and poise; and of course there’s your reading programme. You must really study
at that and make notes because Mrs Blackett tests you. Most afternoons are free
of organised activity but you are supposed to use the time constructively.
Walking in the tranquillity of the garden is highly beneficial if you
concentrate on positive thinking. About being feminine and submissive, that is.
In the evenings we often watch a video film. Yesterday there was a lovely film
about country house life in Edwardian times.’
Annabel hesitates and then asks that paramount question. ‘What
about those demerits; the caning?’
Rosalind gives her a wide-eyed look. ‘You have to think
about that in a positive way too, Annabel,’ she says softly in her calm, very
feminine voice. ‘It is intended to show you how you can improve. We each have
to take our Record Books to Mrs Blackett before dinner every day. Each of us
has an appointment time in the hour before dinner. Either Mrs Blackett will
deal with the demerits or Mr Gillman will. But you mustn’t think of it as a
punishment.’
They stroll on, through splendidly kept flower borders and
then across the immaculate lawn and into the rose garden. It is almost like
being in a dream with the heady scent of the roses and a blackbird trilling,
and Annabel’s three beautiful companions in their elegant dresses reminiscent
of a bygone age. Am I dreaming? Annabel wonders. But she knows
she isn’t. She knows that across her bottom, which is bare under her skirt,
there are three very real red stripes. If she were to put her hand up — which
of course she daren’t — she would be able to feel their ridges clearly with her
fingertips. But she doesn’t need to touch them to feel them. What about the
others? she asks. Are they still getting caned — after three weeks?
Rosalind smiles serenely. ‘Oh yes. You are here to improve
yourself and so the standard gets higher. Oh yes, we all still get the cane —
or the strap.’
They continue to wander in the garden and Annabel has to
admit it is highly satisfying and restful. They are allowed to
walk freely except that they are not permitted to go near the front gate or the
driveway. They return eventually to the arbour and it is here that Gillman
later comes to tell them it is time to prepare for dinner. Annabel has already
noticed that none of the others has a watch, and she has been told that they
are not needed because their day is organised for them and there is always
someone to tell them what to do. Annabel still has her watch.
They return to the house, each to take a relaxing
pre-dinner bath. When Annabel emerges from her bathroom she finds the maid,
Bridget, has brought a dress. In her slip Annabel sits at her dressing table
while with long sensuous strokes Bridget brushes Annabel’s thick chestnut hair,
then coils it high on her head. The maid holds out the dress which is similar
in style to the ones the others were wearing: pale green silk with a
calf-length pleated skirt and long sleeves. Annabel puts it on and it is very
lovely. The maid then leaves, taking with her the blue suit Annabel had arrived
in and also Annabel’s watch.
Henceforth Annabel will have no independent knowledge of
the time while at Balcombe Manor. In the lovely green silk dress, again without
knickers, and with her own suit and watch gone Annabel feels completely
divorced from her own life. As she sits down again to put on her make-up she
wonders what Roger is doing, and whether he is thinking of her at all.
Meanwhile, in their own rooms, the other girls are being
tight-laced into their corsets: Rosalind by Gillman, Susan and Felicity by two
maids. While Annabel sits dreamily in her room waiting for the call to dinner
the other girls go down in turn to Mrs Blackett’s office. Later when they meet,
with Annabel, in the dining room Rosalind and Felicity each have two fresh cane
stripes on their bottoms.
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At 9.30 the next morning the shiny black limousine is
again at the big iron gates, now going out. In the back seat Annabel is
accompanied by Mrs Blackett and they are driving to town, to Sylvia Blackett’s
corsetiere. The chauffeur drives smoothly, expertly, while Mrs Blackett puts
questions to Annabel on the book The Submissive Woman. She is
supposed to have started it last night while waiting for dinner and afterwards.
But Annabel is unable to concentrate, her mind returning again and again to the
events of the day and the things the other girls have told her. Her ignorance
of the book is at once apparent. Mrs Blackett lightly pats her thigh.
‘Write 5 demerits in your Record Book,
Annabel. Put down: Private study quite inadequate.’
Annabel gives Mrs Blackett a stunned look. Five! Mrs
Blackett tells her, ‘You’re properly on the course now, my dear, and you must
take matters seriously; we can’t have a girl not pulling her weight. But I
think once we’ve got you tight-laced it will help. It does give a young woman
that sense of purpose and discipline.’
It is a private house in Chelsea that they go to. A maid
opens the door and takes their coats and hats; then conducts them into a
sumptuously appointed sitting room where they are greeted by an elegantly
dressed man of perhaps 60. Annabel had naturally assumed it would be a woman
and this increases her feeling of embarrassment and apprehension. She is
introduced to Mr Delvine whose keen eyes size her up. Annabel is wearing the
green silk dress again, with her darker green high-heeled court shoes, and is
looking very lovely in spite of her apprehension.
‘A full-bodied young lady,’ he observes. ‘And definitely
in need of a little restraining, I should say. Would you slip out of your
things, my dear.’
Annabel’s heartbeat quickens. She had definitely expected
a lady. Is she to have to take everything off? Yes she is,
apart from her stockings and shoes. The dress, her slip, her bra, the suspender
belt, each in turn must be removed; there are no knickers, of course. Annabel
eventually stands nude, trembling slightly and with difficulty controlling the
urge to put her hands and arms across that thick reddish-brown bush, those
full, pinkish-brown-nippled breasts. Across her ripe bottom the stripes left by
Gillman’s energetic caning can still be faintly seen.
Mr Delvine measures Annabel: hips, waist, bust; then goes
out of the room, and returns. In his hands is a cream-coloured satin garment.
It is a busk front-fastening Edwardian control corset with back lacing. The
silk laces are loosened and the basque is slipped around Annabel’s statuesque
figure and fastened. She gasps slightly at the sensation of the cold satin on
her bare flesh. And then gasps again, in earnest, as the lacing is tightened.
‘Stand firm, and brace yourself,’ Annabel is instructed.
As Mrs Blackett, seated on a sofa, watches intently the basque is drawn
drum-tight around Annabel’s full figure, and then tighter yet. It pushes up her
breasts, enclosing the lower halves but leaving her nipples free, while below
it extends to contain the full upper curve of her hips. The tight-lacing
continues, the laces are finally tied. Dangling free are four two-inch-wide
silk suspender straps with metal fastenings. Mr Delvine bends to fasten these
tautly to Annabel’s stockings and then she is finished.
‘How does that feel, my dear?’ smiles Mrs Blackett.
The feeling is enough to literally take Annabel’s breath away for she has the panicky thought that she won’t be able to breathe and is going to suffocate. This does not prove to be the case, though, for she can breathe perfectly well but the sensation of being held in an iron grip remains. She weakly shakes her head. There is no real answer to Mrs Blackett’s question. The feeling is indescribable.
Mrs Blackett smiles at Mr Delvine. ‘It looks excellent. I’ll
take two others for her as well, one a long-line, I think. Perhaps one in
black, and shall we have one in blue, Annabel? I have an awfully pretty blue
dress for you. And of course we want some knickers for her, Mr Delvine.’
Mr Delvine produces a pale basque similar to the cream one
plus a black long-line corset which will enclose the whole of Annabel’s
generous buttocks. There is also a selection of pretty silk French knickers in
various shades. At last, at least, Annabel can put knickers on. With her head
still spinning she slips on a pair of cream coloured lacy-edged ones. Then her
own cream slip and finally the green dress. She is complete now. A properly
attired pupil of Mrs Blackett.
Annabel and Mrs Blackett have lunch at an expensive
restaurant but Annabel can only toy with her food. The constraining feel of the
tight-lacing is eerie, giving her that continued sense that she can’t breathe
properly although at the same time she knows she can perfectly well. Annabel
also can’t help thinking of Roger. His office is in London and he could easily
come into this restaurant. If he saw her and came over she would probably burst
out crying. There is as well the thought of those five demerits in her Record
Book. Before dinner tonight she is going to get five strokes of the cane across
her bare bottom.
Mrs Blackett tells Annabel to eat up and stop dreaming.
Time passes, as if she is in a dream. The perfectly normal
environment of the restaurant has taken on a new meaning to her: all is changed
by being under this training. The chauffeur meets them; they are in the back
seat of the limousine again. At the gates of Balcombe Manor. The iron gates
clanging to behind them…
In the garden Annabel is greeted by the other girls. It is
another lovely sunny afternoon and they go to sit in the cool arbour. Rosalind
and Felicity are wearing different dresses from yesterday but in that same
elegant 1930s style. Annabel has on a wide-brimmed straw hat with a dark green
ribbon matching her green dress. The others smilingly inquire about the tight-lacing.
Doesn’t it feel super, Felicity says. It doesn’t feel super
but Annabel is at least now getting more used to the constant tightness.
Felicity wants to know Annabel’s waist measurement. It is 24. She says that in
two weeks Mr Gillman and the maids will have that down to 20.
There is a current of excitement because Rosalind is
having a visit from her husband this afternoon. Sometime later a maid comes for
Rosalind and takes her back into the house. Susan and Felicity giggle like
schoolgirls. The three of them decide to go for a walk, through the rose garden
and out into the wooded area beyond.
Susan smilingly asks, ‘Are you concentrating on good
thoughts, Annabel? Are you concentrating on being submissive?’
Felicity giggles. ‘I expect Rosalind is being submissive
in her room right now. I hope she’s concentrating. Lucky girl!’
Annabel wonders what it will be like to have a visit here
from Roger. Very painful, she thinks, because at the end of it he will go off
and she will be kept here. None of them are allowed to phone out or receive
telephone calls at Balcombe Manor, and in addition the television only shows
video films, not news or any other regular programme; so the visits from their
husbands are their only contacts with the outside world. Felicity tells Annabel
she will not get a visit for at least a week so that she can settle in.
The dreamy afternoon passes and eventually Gillman
appears, to conduct them in for the pre-dinner rituals. He accompanies Annabel
to her room. In his obsequious way he tells Annabel that he has to unlace her,
for her bath.
Annabel can’t see why she cannot unlace herself but
Gillman tells her Mrs Blackett’s rule is that it must be done for her. He also
says that she must not take too long over her bath because she will be the
first today to take her Record Book in to Mrs Blackett. That at least gives
Annabel something else to think about. Shuddering, she removes her hat and then
unfastens her dress and steps out of it. Her slip follows and, after a
reproachful glace at Gillman, her knickers as well. He bends to unclip Annabel’s
suspender straps, his eyes hot on her thick-bushed mound, then turns her and
unties her taut-lacing.
Inch by inch Annabel feels her body being released from
its strait-jacket; finally, with all the lacing loosened, Gillman reaches round
and unhooks the front fastening. Annabel can see red marks at her waist and on
her hips where the foundation garment has hugged her in its vice-like grip. She
slips quickly into her dressing gown, conscious of the way Gillman’s sharp eyes
are caressing her flesh, then takes off shoes and stockings.
Annabel has a quick warm bath and dries herself, then goes
out again to the waiting Gillman. While Annabel could have
taken the basque off herself, if she had been allowed to, the same would not be
true for putting it back on again for proper tight-lacing does demand the
services of a helper. Once again, as she was with Mr Delvine, Annabel is soon
gasping as the reinforced satin is drawn tighter and tighter round her burgeoning
body. Gillman takes a while, his hands seeming to need to touch a lot of
Annabel in the process, but eventually he is finished. A quarter of an hour
later he is knocking at Mrs Blackett’s door and ushering Annabel in.
Mrs Blackett inspects the Record Book which is silently
proffered. There are just those five demerits entered during the car journey.
‘Good!’ says Mrs Blackett, business-like. ‘Knickers down
then if you please, Annabel; and get yourself over the chair. I think we’ll
have Gillman giving them again, shall we? Shall we, James?’
‘As you wish, Madam.’ With his unexcited, even tones
Gillman sounds uninvolved, as if it is nothing more to him than opening the
door to a visitor or making sure the cats are out at night. But his eyes tell a
different story. As those eyes gaze on Annabel’s bared ripe nates, now
enticingly framed in basque, wide suspenders, the dark welts of her nylons,
there is little doubt that James Gillman will enjoy what he is about to do.
Five strokes of the cane on the bare bottom forcefully delivered by a fit and enthusiastic adult male are not easy to take, especially for one not used to the cane. It is not simply two-and-a-half times as bad as two strokes because if the caner continues to hit with full force, as James Gillman does, the excruciating pain is multiplied rather than simply added to. Before her ordeal Annabel had some thought of taking it in silent dignity, of not letting Gillman, or for that matter Mrs Blackett, see her howling and writhing in agony. But that resolution very quickly goes out of the window once the caning begins. Indeed Annabel’s reaction to the fifth, and fortunately final, stroke is such that she jerks right off the arm of Mrs Blackett’s chair and finishes up on the carpet.
Mrs Blackett lets her stay there, shaking with tears, for
some minutes, before telling Annabel to get to her feet.
‘We really must learn to exercise more self-control,
Annabel; must we not?’
After more of Mrs Blackett’s lecturing Annabel is taken
back to her room by Gillman. She scarcely knows where she is. The hot pain is
still intense, pervading her whole body, but it is mixed with a feeling of
strong arousal which being caned in the ultra-tight-laced basque has brought
on. In the state Annabel is in the thought of dinner is quite impossible but
one must always present oneself for dinner at Balcombe Manor, whether one is
capable of eating anything or not.
Annabel washes her face and puts on fresh make-up.
Dreadful Gillman is there, hovering, and he repeats his offer of applying cold
cream to her bottom. Annabel shakes her head, fearful that she is going to
burst into tears again. She has been here barely one full day. There are two
full months to be endured.
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